No... it's fine. It's a thing that's in my pan sometimes. There's a few in particular that I think about. You know that. [She sighed and shrugged, offering a smile.] But even knowing they aren't here, one thing that sort of helps is when we end up like I did? A lot of us get sort of zen about it all. Our story's complete, so we just find ways to have a bit of fun.

Heh. Don't feel bad about that. Holding your secrets just means I know I have things about you they don't. It's another way to be close.